I began to realize that I am attracted to her, when I started knowing her. The beautiful moments with her, the chit-chats, the teasers etc. Is it love or infactuation, I don't know. Now, I am worried whether she has the same feelings for me or not.
I believe that infactuation is the first step towards love. But now the confusion starts. Every time when she is near me, I felt her love and when she turn her face from me I am depressed. It is a mixed feeling of happiness and sadness, of lost and found... which varies according to her smile and silence. Its confusion! Confusion in Luv!
I believe that infactuation is the first step towards love. But now the confusion starts. Every time when she is near me, I felt her love and when she turn her face from me I am depressed. It is a mixed feeling of happiness and sadness, of lost and found... which varies according to her smile and silence. Its confusion! Confusion in Luv!
To get out of this confusion, there is a way, I should proclaim my feelings to her and listen to her feelings. That is to tell her the famous 3 words, "I love you" and ask "Do you love me?"
She will be surprised and think, oh! these boys are always the same! they only have these kinds of things. After her first thought there is two possibilities, if she start thinking more, then its a favorable result or else its not favorable. In the unlikely event, the famous quote will come, "I think of you only as a friend, my best friend, a special friend. I don't think in the other way. We could be good friends for the time to come."
I will be depressed about the result of my another proposal and count one more in the list of unsuccessful proposals. The sacred love about which I had thought just before proposing will have got lost by then. But only until the next young smile welcomes.
Even though this is a usual scheme at my early days, time had shown me new ways. The infactuation is very romantic, it helps to sense the mysteries of nature. The 3 invisible forces of nature which contains in itself all the mysteries are Faith, Hope and Love. They are those which cannot be shared by words, it should be revealed by nature and it should be sensed. Those who do not sense these force often fail in the tests of time.
Faith and Hope reveals itself to those who seeks. They are the positive forces which help in the construction and development of the nature. Unless we understand the force of faith, its very difficult to go with the force of hope. We can achieve any outcome with the blend of faith and hope.
But of the three the most strongest force is Love. It manifest itself in different forms. It is the only force which have to choose you and you cannot choose it. Unless you have felt the love you could not love. When we are child love manifest itself in the form of the care from parents and we start feeling it. But a misconception gets in the mind that care is love but it is not. During teen years when a beautiful lady comes to the class we start to get the feel of higher hormone count and love starts manifesting itself as lust or infactuation. When love puts the cloak of lust its very strong, it pulls the minds to go beyond any barrier and choose to fulfill its needs. It is the most compulsive and proactive force of the nature. Then at a later stage it transforms itself to kindness and helps in the building up of associations. With all the manifestations, Love is the force of balance, of unity and of being one.
Infactuation has its form evolved though the lust of love, its degree of energy is very high. If we do not understand how to grow in it, the life and balance will become miserable. So wait patiently and seek to grow in love. It will murmur its secrets in the hours of togetherness and one.
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A lot to perceive from nature but no words could explain these. All these forces will come only to those who seeks and the seekers are not loosers.
